If you call me fat, you're fatter!

Now I have found what I am looking for ,
It's you and your love and nothing more .
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt.

I spent my first few hours of 2011 with you,  & you made me wanna spend my entire 2011 with you.

Look what this girl did to me
She didn't cut me off from a good good love
She told me that those days where gone

Now I'm sitting here goin' half crazy
'Cause I know she still thinks about me too
And it ain't no way in hell
That I can be just friends with you

And I wish we never did it
And I wish we never loved it
And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you and now it ain't no way we can be friends

The way it felt no fakin' it
Maybe we were movin' just a little too fast
But what we've done we can't take it back

Now I'm sitting here halfway crazy
'Cause I know she still thinks about me too
And it ain't no way in hell
That I can be just friends with you

And I wish we never did it
And I wish we never loved it
And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you and now it ain't no way we can be friends

And if I knew it ends like this
I never would have kissed you cause I fell in love with you
We never would have kicked it
Girl now every things different
I've lost my own recoverin' my friend

That's why I wish we never did it
And I wish we never loved it (I wish we'd never loved it)
And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you and now it ain't no way we can be friends

Now, who wanna grow old and take strolls in the park with me?

I  miss playing the drums.

I miss being extremely close with JA.
I miss having something to do every single day.
I miss hanging out with some of my favourite people.
I miss cycling.
I miss playing shows.
I miss being in year 1
I miss having nice dinner with my family.
I miss my ex-classmates. 
I miss my secondary school's classmate.
I miss Saturdays and Sundays.
I miss the way you smile.

Gah , gotta move on with life, Weihao.

Dear JA,

It'd been close to a year since i met you guys. I can still remember how me, Jayme , TK , Saam and christopher sat down in the TRCC office, thinking of ways to get JA out of the shithole then. Honestly i didn't had any hope on JA then, i thought everything's gonna keep failing.

But no.

Our first gig @ music studio 2 was definitely something i will never forget. Each and every of us had our blood and sweat pumped into the gig. We were contented with just that then.
Slowly we climbed up to our feet, after a couple of failure moments.
First Lab gig , Sound Riot. The very first time i played with a monitor behind me. I never expected so much gears on stage for us to perform a real show. hahaha piece of shit bom.
Jam N Hop 2010 was the BEST, i meant the BEST show of my 18 years of life. I can't find anymore words to describe how i feel bout it. It's just that amazing.
Ignite! 2010 made me realise how much it takes to play on Singapore second most anticipated music festival of the year. lotsa prep work just for 9 mins on stage.
YOG sets, all those fun we had watching our taller peers from other countries do their stuff  while we do ours, all those complaints we got for being too loud, all those minute maid orange juice moments, all those memories.

Freeze Frames , first show i ever produced. 1 month of  late night planning / meetings/ discussion/ quarrels/ etc , 2 days of setting up, 1 hour of stage time , some compliments , some corrections , countless emotions. Without all of you the gig wouldn't pull off the way i want it to be.

This entire year really changed me alot. JA taught me things i can't learn elsewhere. It would take forever for me to list out everything JA gave me, and it will take forever for me to finish thanking each and every of you for being my big brother and sisters , guiding me along my mistakes. I'm sincerely sorry if i offended you in any form throughout the year. I will never ever forget the other 17 of you.

Tomorrow is our big day. 1 year of hardwork  all summarised into one show. Let's burn the stage like how we never fail to shout " BURNNN" when Bear Culture hit the chorus of Burn. Let's show everyone how amazing an IG can transform from zero to now. 

I really love you guys alot, and i'm sure this friendship/brotherhood/sisterhood will never end until the day i die.

Your fat noisy " always making english grammer and pronounciation mistake " never settled down brother,

Bom

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Hi guys .

Lemme introduce you my new girlfriends.

Let's start from the Biggest white Marchingstick on top. She's Zoe. She've been with me for around 2 years? Pretty good lady.
The one next to it, the black one,  she's Mia. She've been with for around , a week? HAHAHAH. Specially flown from USA. Serious shit. Haven't even break virgin yet. HAHA.
The one next to mia, the natural wood one, she's Maya, Mia's older sister. She've been with me for around 2 weeks.  Good stuff.
The white one, most prettiest one, she's Kaylee. hottest ever. Around for like 2 weeks also. Came in around with Mia. Hahaha

Ignore the two weird looking ones below all of them, sick of them already . HAHAHAHAHA

Always practise safe sex, explains the two condoms yeah? HAHAHAHA no lah i found it in my stick bag I DO NOT KNOW WHY.

Vic firth For life!

While trying to find something in my storeroom earlier, i came across my school bag which i used to carry when i was in sec 2/3.
and i found a really really really really old pair of drumstick in it. Like, filled with dust and stuff. I still remember how i used to spray paint it black because i thought it would be cooler to have a pair of black sticks.  hahahahah dumbass. I think i shall use it during JYOG , and i THINK it can last me till YOG. (Y) It feels like reuniting with your old flame after fucking 4 years. (Y) Huat ah.

Had a good time sweating it out with the rest of Jammerz arena keedz over @ The Cage playing soccer yesterday. It'd been so motherfucking long since i played soccer hahahahaah totally pissed jayme off. Esplanade afterwards with my favourite people. Best saturday ever.

I totally can't wait to perform for JYOF next wed. Fucking olympic flame right beside us when we're performing (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y).
Hahahaha do come down and support us okay! 7.30 @ STAGE right outside school.  :D

oh anyway it's Singapore 45th's birthday tomorrow, so Happy birthday Singapore!

Morning guys. Haha i don't know why but i blog at the most random time. *time check : 6:25am* 
Just played with Returning Ambience at LOUDFEST 2010 @ taka atrium. Feedback were rather positive, and i totally had fun on stage with those funny looking black and white keys thingy. haha Credits to the guys @ Luthermusic for aiding me to find my synth sounds. The korg were being a monster. Funny part, my tech for that show was the tech whom helped me tuned the drums at IGNITE. haha what a small world.

Alright so, July hasn't really been a great month so far. In fact it sucked so bad i wished i can jump past the next 11 days of July. Things pretty much fucking up at home, at school, at friends. But i'll be fine, hopefully. Thanks to those being there with me still. Don't wanna imagine how things would be without you people.

Gramp just got admitted into the hospital last night, i don' tknow what's wrong yet. sigh. Hopefully there's nothing wrong.

Please take good care of yourself people, the weather is really being a mother fucking bitch. Drink lotsa water bla bla .. ah you know what to do.

Alright gonna go get ready for school now. It's still early, so prolly gonna go grab some coffee and relax with suraj for a bit. See yall soon.

Sup boys and girls. Sorry for not updating for sucha long time.  Have been really busy trying to put the Igniteshow together. 
so anyway,

IGNITE WAS MOTHER FUCKING MINDBLOWING.

Totally had a great time playing .Although there wasn't awesome lightnings and 5000 people there watching us, everything else won it back. The crowd, the weather, the DW drums , the awesome helpers , the other awesome bands etc, and Most importantly playing on IGNITE stage together with the other 6 motherfuckers. Paradox FTW.
hahaha saw lotsa familiar faces down there, sorry if i didn't went over to say hi! but if you're reading this and you were there, THANKS FOR COMING! hahaha.

Hahaha lotsa other shit happened too. too explicit to be shown here. HAHAHAHA. In conclusion, ignite 2010 totally mindfucked every single soul there (Y)

http://www.facebook.com/#!/group.php?gid=105734726131274&ref=ts

On a totally random note, JEANICE CAN DRUM SIA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH and she's pretty good at it. (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)Jammed when everybody wasn't around. hehe faster come back luh <3

Anywayz, finally met up with 4/5 of Returning Ambience just now @ shaun's place to lay down some keyboard parts for the set. Didn't really did much but , at least we tried! HAHAHA. gonna get our music video done next weekend, hopefully it turns out good (Y) hahaha Oh anyway , we're gonna play @ Takashimaya on the 17th of July 2010 ( sunday)for LOUDFEST in support of YOG. do come and support if you're in town that day k!

www.myspace.com/returningambiencesg

Alright gonna go lie down and watch some kickass movies which i just downloaded. Hopefully annoyinggirl makes it back before i fall asleep. Have got tons to tell her. (:

Ciao

Fucking true right. HAHAHA.

Hello. Haven't been blogging in quite a while. Couldn't find the right mood /  time to blog also. hahaha i guess tonight's the best night already.
Spent lotsa time catching up with friends, brothers , sisters, everybody throughout the holidays. haha even tho i spent like 3/4 of the holidays in school. 

First day of school went pretty bad today. few cockups here and there , but it's alright! Hahaha Josh and Shaun came down to RP to hunt for chicks, and get their face pierced, and got tricked by Annoyinggirl to get off the train , had a few good drinks and a really good talk on the way home. I'm glad we're close again. (Y) Fucking miss you boys jellorape. *nohomosthohaha*

Made a few new friends recently. Awesome funny cute people (Y) HAHAHA fingerbreakdancing ftw.

K that's about it. Oh next thursday, JA's pre ignite show, south agora , 4.30pm. BE THERE OR BE SQUARE. hehe.

good night humans.

sometimes it just caught my heart way too hard